Flame to dust, Lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end..
Name: K3nichi N
Hard to grow up,a boy lives in Beijing, China.
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This song is from oh laura, a band from the capital of Sweden, Stockholm. Frida ohrn, the singer of the band, she has a voice with amazing power,just like all the people who have heard their songs say, its magical.
Right before they become to be super star, go and enjoy their live show at Stockholm! You can find their rountine on their space, which is http://www.myspace.com/laurasweden.
Their first album is named' A song inside my head, a Demon in my bed' sounds cool, isnt it?
I dont feel good today, my mouth was smelly.
I lay in the bed whole day long, wrote the ps. with little progress.
Got a msg from my babe sister, she told me that our uncle was planing to give me a lesson.
I searched in the internet for jobs, and sent several emails with cv this evening. Evenfound a position from Microsoft, that was really out of my imagination.
My cousin was drunk when he came back from his classmate barbecue party, but, he still remembered to take a package of food for me, to tell the truth, i was really moved. Its a long time that i hadnt got this kind of feeling, beening cared by some people from heart.
My babe sister goes well with her new bf, she is so happy. I am not happy, I want to complain to someone, to release all my emotions, otherwise, I would be choked, its pretty hard to breath.
I miss Yu, miss Deric, miss Luc, miss kenji, and also Stone, but they are felt so far away. They are my freinds, arent they? I am confusing, why I dont have someone to hold me in his arms, and let me have a soundful sleep, without nightmares, without stresses.
This is what I had ate at lunch today, hot chili fish, Cooked with fresh fish, hot chilipeper, spicy hot, spring onion.
Special Sichuan spicy food, hot hot hot!
Thats why i got belly ache this afternoon, but its worth.
Once you come to China, I will buy u guys a pot a hot chili fish. U will never forget!
i think i cant get over.
i want to escape to somewhere nobody knows me, so that i can restart.
in fact, i dont believe it.
I got a terrible headach, i cant sleep.
i am suicidal.
I cant complain, i cant talk, i cant even cry.
Jesus, can u let me die?
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calm down boy.
calm down.
晚上她跟我说，她有了新男朋友了，哪天一起吃个饭。
不知道怎么的，突然就觉得我们之间有了距离似的。
看她的样子应该是挺高兴的，毕竟这次是她喜欢的人。
她也要换新工作了，再看看我自己，仍然没什么正事。
出国的事情，非常烦心，很多很多的事情要准备。
下面又要开始申请学校了，又要为选择专业而苦恼。
又没什么人商量，有时候真觉得，非得有什么人在后面拿鞭子赶着我，我才能一步一步的往前走。
